Dear Lord,

I feel far away from you today, I don't know why but I feel as though I am going through the motions and lacking your presence in my life. I cam across a thought today. A kid from church asked if I was going to be attending the morning meetings I replied that I would not be because I will be studying, he then prompted that I should have faith that God will help me and that I should show up. In my head I was thinking "gee I really wish that was the way it was, but really its quite different". I became angry at my lack of trust. What good is a christian that doesn't put their faith in the one that saved them. God, teach me to trust you, remind me that I love you. Keep me away from distractions that pull me further from you.

Amen