Dissappointment

Dear God,

Today I am a bit angry, I am sad, I prayed to you for deliverance, and I feel as though I didn't pray at all, instead of doing well or achieving victory, I failed worse then I have before. I am afraid to pray. I am afraid to trust, or believe or hope. I want to keep having faith, but i keep getting disappointed. I am scared. Tell me what to do.

Amen

Deflated

Dear God,

Teach me not to feel defeated in prayer.

Amen